Simple Pleasures

these few days was so quiet for me..
haha
i'm so happy..
it's been a very long time since i had this quietness..
staying at home..
playing my piano..
watching televisions programmes..
surfing the net..
eat..
sleep..
haha
never been so peaceful before..
and one thing..
NO HOMEWORKS!!
haha
holidays for me since were like homeschooling
staying at home
doing homework
now.. i have so much free time..
and guess wat..
i get the chance to tease my sis..
haha

i thought a lot during these days..
maybe i need to be back myself..
the old me..
with no troubles
and irritating pple around me..
i need to find that DING DONG YING back..
the girl whom laughs and smile always..
even though there are problems surrounding her..

i think i really lost her.
can anyone help me find her back?

maybe i should sacrifice something in order to find her back..
that girl owns freedom back then..
she does things in her own way..
and she do things reflecting her mood.
she donot like to tell pple her whereabouts
she wanted freedom..
she wants to make her friends happy..
and wanted her friends and family her core attention.
she likes to do things one at a time.
she cant multi task.
and now....
she got her life messed up.
she loses the attention of her friends..
she now need to tell pple a out her whereabouts.
she loses the freedom to do whatever she wants.
she loses her own privacy
she's tired.
really tired now.

she wants to be back herself..
she wants to be freed.
she wants to that old cheerful girl.
she wants to be trouble-free.
she's unsuitable to carry heavy problems,
problem that may cost her life.

she wants to be alone.
right now.